One of the happiest? Well there's really several but because of the lack of time and space that is needed to branch out on those happy moments, I'll choose one.

The day that Dom told me he loved me and the day that Scott told me he loved me had to be the happiest moments of my life. That's two? Well okay, technically it's two but I figured because they are the same thing only with two people, it would count as one. Can I get on with it? Right.

Although the day that Dom told me he loved me was one full of surprises and frustration, it also was a day that I could get what I've been holding in for the longest time off of my chest. I had always found him to be amazingly strong and handsome, always wanting to be with him and just talk and laugh with him but never could. He was my best friends (at the time) surrogate brother and I took that as a 'no pass' zone. After he told me he loved me though? There was no way I was going to hold back and tell him that I didn't love him especially when I didn't know when and how we would ever get back home.

The day that Scott told me he loved me was also a fantastic day. I'd known him for what seems like forever and we were as close as two could ever be. Between the late night talks, the childhood pranks, the stargazes at night something between the two of us grew and there wasn't anything stopping the love between us. It seemed only natural that we would be together on down the road and that we would only get closer.

Yeah, those or rather that was the happiest moment of my life. There is no one else I rather be with but Dom and Scott.

Who would I turn to?

Well, that has to be one of the easiest questions I've been asked lately.

I'd turn to Dom - my soul mate and my best friend. He'd be there if only to hold me and to assure me that everything will be okay. He'd be there to listen to my ranting, rambling, crying or anything else I may in that time be experiencing. I can't imagine my life without him in my life and hope to never experience it.

I'd also turn to Scott, since as I've mentioned before, he typically knows when something is wrong with me before I do. I guess it's that connection that we've had since we were kids. I don't know, all I know is that I love him more and more for it. He, like Dom, would probably hold me and probably sing the song of his that he sang to me when I was younger, but would never admit to the outside world. He'd also tell me everything will be okay and that it's fine to cry - when sometimes that's the last thing I ever need.

If for some reason he wasn't around, I'd turn to Jordan. She's my best girl friend and a woman who I view more as a sister than anything else. She's been there for me through a lot and although we have different views on things, we're alway there for each other in the end.

I wouldn't be anywhere without love in my life. Or should I say, I wouldn't be anywhere without the loves of my life in my life. Yeah, I know what you're saying, she's the Queen of Hell why would she need love? Or - I thought evil can't love. I've never been your typical evil witch.

First there is Dom. He is my everything. The life experiences that I've experienced with him, the demon fighting that we did together before we both turned, the intimacy and the claiming has all shaped me to who I am today. Needless to say, I couldn't have gotten to where I am without him in my life. He is everything that I'm not and more. But, because of those differences we balance each other out. Dom has been there for me through it all, and although we've had our problems we continue to grow and love each other more with each passing day.

Then there is Scott. He's been my best friend since I was three. We've been through everything with each other. We protected and helped each other through some of the roughest times. He is everything that I've ever wanted in a man and more. He's my best friend, lover, confidant and protector.

It has made me so happy that the two men could find happiness with each other as well. They seem to work off each other quite well and have grown to love each other as much as they love me.

A little sentimental, right? So sue me.